|Subject:||Don't drink, don't smoke, what do you do?|
Wow, I'm exsited to be writting in this thing after like three years or something. The last time I wrote in here I had just started Pizza Hut. That was a long time ago. But then i noticed Dan, James, Bridget all write and share so I said, "Why not me?" So here it is.
I live in LA and miss all of you very much. If you'd like to hear more about my life recently, just comment and I'll put a novel in here.
All my love and hugs,
|Subject:||Big man, Walking in the park|
I wish I knew how to put a link in a funny little comment, but I'm retarded. Just everyone watch this...
If your lonley you can talk to me,
I got in a minor car accident, AGAIN! It's all Sam's fault too!
|Subject:||Took her home and nearly made it|
So I was looking at Tracy's journal, just wasting time. and I found this little colorful strip on her info, so i clicked on it and it took me to some quiz. So I decide, what the hell I'll fill it out. The results were very shocking.
|eddie vedder is love|
|brought to you by the isLove Generator|
How the fuck did they know??? Computers will kill us all.
How about a secound date?
|Subject:||What the Hell|
What does your birth month reveal about you?
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
|Subject:||She didn't want him to hear that communist lecture|
Last night I feel in the sweur at parkway last night and my pants got dirty. The same pants I was returning. Then we got surronded by sweuer bums, but they were nice, they let me hit their bong.
Bridgets mom kicked Sam, Aaron and me out of her house. She wasn't very keen that we stayed there when she left a note saying not to. But it was nine, we had beer and were already in euclid. J.J. was trying to tell us that Olimpia was good beer.
Bob Seger's bad looks like a bunch of dorks. He should just turn the page on those losers.
See you soon.
|Subject:||That's like hypnotizing chickens|
I wish I wasn't so quite. I find myself alot of the times with nothing to say, just a blank look on my face. All the problems that I thought would be fixed by now are not. I've been feeling low lately. I think I'm very dissatisfied with my life. I don't know how to fix that.
Well boo-hoo, at least I'm not shy when I'm drunk,
|Subject:||Nobody loves me, it's true|
I got a new picture, no thanks to you!
Just to appese chris here it goes. When I was in sophmore chemistry i meet this one guy named Chris Bubel. He hung out with me and Jessie. Mr. K. was never very amused with us, espeshily when we pictured him as a woman. But all in all, every kid IS a Mr. K kid!
I'll start at Pizza Hut Saturday or Monday. Finily I'll have some money. The first thing I'm goning to get is a fat sack and James drunk.
Surender yourself to the peoples revolution,
|Subject:||You shout, but no-one seams to hear|
I wanted to tell you all aboutmy exsiting day, but james beat me to it. But fuck you, here's another prespective.
I was home for a good portion of the day, but then Camaron called and said that he'd buy me a pack of ciggarttes if i picked him up. But i told him to just put that money on gas because I'm bleow E. He agrees and I drive all the way to his house, where he is no where to be found. It turns out that he hitched a ride with someone else, but by the time he called me I was already going to get him. And I need gas because I need to pick up my Pizza Hut uniform for a meeting on Tuesday.
So I drive down to Rancho to hopefuly spange up enough to get to El Cajon. Down there i run into James, Stephan, Steve, and Heather playing chess. So i sit my sorry ass on the spange bench and go back two years. I remember that spanging was a bitch, but people would give you something. I got a fucking dime! after a while I just gave up and sat down with James and Stephan, who it turns out were heading down to the beach. There was room for one more so I slid right in.
On the way down there James got low blood sugar and then an acid flashback. But he seamed to handle it with at least some grace, untill he started rolling around in the grass. Down at O.B. we met up with kimmie T. and some super hot boy i think was named kenny. It was funny because he acted alot like dave, and I was going to kill Kimmie over dave, but that's the past. We sat in the grass and talked about growing brerds and such nonsence. Then everyone got hungry and decided to go to P.B. for some sushi.
Their sushi place was closed so we found another one down garrnet. We also found Farmer at music trader. Me and that boy looked at Rolling Stone records while everyone else had a good conversation outside. At the sushi place I had no money so I just sat and watched the baseball game. I found myself being like, "Homerun" and, "good hit" but all the girls where like, baseballs dumb. But that dude unterstood, he hates the dreaded cardnels too. James was kind enough to give me his left overs(witch filled my up, thank you James). But all they had were chop-sticks. So cute boy moved my fingers into postion, but I still struggled to get anything. Then we left, and when i said good-bye to him i exstened my hand, and he's like, "you want a hug" and gave me a hug, so i was down.
Then back to rancho where I was only there for like 30 minitues and then headed home. I hope if you've read this whole thing you noticed that i'm using capital letters for a change.
I wish you all a good night and a great tommarow.
|Subject:||I'll hold the candel, till it burns up my arm|
Well, i saw pearl jam and sonic youth last night. it was such a great show. Eddie came on stage first(before sonic youth)and played an accoustic of "Soon Forget." and then sonic youth played. But then...Pearl jam came on stage and the whole crowed stood for the rest of the show. i love that band.
some dumb bitch though, sat down in my seet, and then proced to not do anything but mope and complain to her boyfriend. i should have pushed her down the stairs, not dancing at pearl jam.
today i drove to P.B. but there was no parking. we drove around soo long, untill we decided to give up and we traveled downtown. then we ended up in rancho for a while hopeing a party or something would come up. other than james playing hacky-sack for two hours, not much else happened.
i'm off for some tea and crumpets, good night.
how do you make pictures small enough to put as your little icon thing?
kenny is hot, but that was like 3 years ago. i remember one night angie stayed up till like 3 in the morning to watch zoom with me. and kenny was in it. I miss that girl.
|Subject:||Sheep go to heaven|
So last night i got trashed at million dollar house beeing built on mt. helix. A conserered nabior stoped by, but he just wanted the music turned down just a smidge. Keni said i fell into the wall back at my house.
I had a huge absest that i had unmercesly cut open by a doctor. As he ripped my arm open he asked if i was ok. Do you think doctors have less of an opion of you when you tell them you did herion?
Pearl jam tonight MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!
|Subject:||Just a short story....|
When i first got my licence (for driving) i didn't have my own car, like some people(stephan). But one day my parents let me use their's under the condition that i was just going to rancho. You must understand that this is my first time driving alone, and it's pouring rain. So of course i drive over to justin's to hang out. But we have a car, we can go anywhere, so we decide to go to hillcrest. Having no-idea how to get anywhere i blindly take off with justin only kind-of knowing the way. Down the 8 we almost get into 3 accidents. We evenutuly end up in resident evil land. Only tall buildings with no cars and no people. the only place we found people was at a carl's jr, that suspuchisly was decorated like the rancho one. So now we need to get back from the middle of nowhere, we think the 8 will get us home. on the way justin wants to stop at parkway. so we get off the freeway and almost hit a truck full of mexicans. we can't find parkway, but we do eventuly make it home.
I hope that wasn't too borning, we were just recolecting last night.
beep, beep, beep, beep, yeah
|Subject:||These are words that go together well|
Sont les mots qui vont très bien ensemble
Tres bien ensemble.
Did you ever notice that Rubber Soul is pretty mean. John had some issues he needed to get out.
Just letting you know, the commi's back.
I wish things never changed, then we could live boring yet somewhat satisfied lives.
Let me fish for some compliments...
Does any one miss me?
you better mother fuckers!!!
|Subject:||Your so pretty when your unfaithful to me|
I hope that one day this will all make sense, ya know?
Of all these friends and lovers, there's no-one compared to you.
Have a nice Feburary and say hello when we meet,
Ringo Starr a.k.a Richard Stratsky (or something like that)
|Subject:||Your crosses are burning fast|
First of all you have to pretend that I know how to put big bold letters and flashing stars on this but, here goes nothing,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!!!!!!!! WHOA~~~~
I went to free museum day at balboa park and I wish you could be loud in the exsibts. I wanted to point out funny things to keni but he was across the room and I felt bad yelling.
Merry Christmas everyone,
|Subject:||Kenndey's shartterd head hits concreate|
I wish i was still back in high school where i wrote in this almost everyday, then would go to school and absorb all the drama. remember writing in here just to piss some-one off. you're all like, SOMEONE is a complete asshole because at luch they didn't sit with me. I don't know, but life seamed more simple then.
i have more money now and my own car, fuck high school,
some low life,
|Subject:||Gary Gilmore's Eyes|
Hello everybody in cyber land.
What's the news?
i don't know why i don't listen to more punk.
the beatles are sic
so is pink floyd
i bought dark side yesterday and i'm glad
i watched yellow submarine today
i have an 8 hour shift tommarow :-(
everything you hear at vons is hypocracy
hypocracy is a sic word
i want to smoke bud today
i want to smoke bud everyday
i saw joy yesterday at vons!!!!!!!!!!!
she didn't care
alot of my friends from high school don't like me as much as they did
but high school is just lame
all that you touch
and all that you see
is all your life will ever be
all together now,
|Subject:||Everybodys laughing, everyone is happy|
hello all, i feel funny writing in this thing. it's been a while but i feel like saying a few things.
i havn't had a ciggartte today so i've been feeling pretty shitty. so bear with me.
for one, i don't have my car cuz it's in the shop. and if i want it fixed it's going to take up to three weeks. well i'm fed up and i'm just gonna keep the fucked up car and the insurence money. i'll get a fat sack. so tommarow i'm going to lakeside to pick up my car, and there was no reason for it to be there. everything just gets fucked up.
oh, and yesterday i went to a party and saw guess who? nope, andrew sawyer. it just seamed uncomfortabul for like the first four times i ran into him, but then i figured that i don't realy give a fuck about him and i'd rather enjoy myself with my friends, and i did. i had a good night. we partyed and realized that the reason the party was good was cuz we have good friends, then justin went into another drunken rant, but it was fun. and erik got fucked up, he slept on the floor, then got up and helped nicole clean up, but not realy. it was like lunch at steele canyon. all these kids i'd seen before buty i don't know, cuz ther're little kids, you know?
i was talking to lance the other day and he asked me what i'd been up too, and i felt like such scum. here he is going to berkley doing shit with his life, and i'm doing nothing. i don't know, i'm a bum.
i wish i was doing something, like joy. you're going to be my role model. i don't know, or maybe i'm a pice of shit.
well last but not least, james, me you and justin are drinking in the forest this week and we're going to listen to good music and we're going to drink good beer, and get some bomb fucking weed.
everyone i don't see anymore i miss, and that means you, so if you havn't seen me in a long time, i wish you were back.
some chick asked for my phone number, i felt good at first cuz i'm grotesque, but she was a fat chick. the only girl who ever liked me was amber demars. remember her?
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